You know it’s a moment thing
And you’ve prepared yourself to expect the worst
But when the unexpected happens, everything you were angry about, everything you were prepared to hear dissipates and a smile creeps onto your face.
With just one word, one sentence, one phrase, all your doubts seem to float away. But you know it’s not true. It’s not true.
Boy, you’re not one in a million
the future can be as clear as mud. But that won’t stop me from believing we are meant to work this out. Just because the clouds are out doesn’t mean the sun isn’t shining. We will get through this and find a way to be together for good.
i think i’ve grown up a little bit more in the past 5 minutes.
i read a couple posts on the relationship situations of some people online. it made me thought about my own.
people always say ‘if the guy can’t give you commitment, he just doesn’t really like you at all’. i dont know why i can’t bring myself to agree with that.
it is quite situational, right? afterall, he is working, while i’m still in school, with many years left. not naturally an academic, my marks aren’t really all that amazing. is it due to this? no. in fact, the feeling of needing and wanting a relationship with him earlier on has all but completely dissipated. i love how we are right now. and i know things will only go forward.
it is hard sometimes to realize that we aren’t exclusive with one another, and that we’re ‘together’ under the basis of trust- that neither of us are seeing anyone else, and that we are building up for a possible future together. it’s like, if we get into a relationship, it will be so delicate and fragile because we do not want to ever break this friendship we have. it had gotten to the point where i do cry over him, do cry about this situation, and have felt my heart suffer as if i went through another break up. i think the reason why we are not in a relationship is because of this fragility…and possibility of us breaking up when we do not have the luxury to spend time with one another freely as we choose.
and that is because we want to be each other’s lasts. it may be a bad habit of mine, but my heart already has his name etched into it…and slowly but surely permanently with each day that passes. i work hard to be able to get time to see him. and so does he
i want him to enjoy his life. i want him to make himself happy before thinking about settling down with someone. i want him to be completely content and focused with what he is doing. so that he will have no regrets, if he finally chooses to settle down.
having no time for a relationship is not an excuse. it does depend on your situation. and sometimes, the reason is because for the future. the real future.
I fucking love it when you hug me.
even if your arms are a bit too built..makes it hard to breathe but man. i would die to hug you like that everyday.
There is always:
a little truth behind every “just kidding”
a little knowledge behind every “i don’t know”
a little emotion behind every “i don’t care”
and a little pain behind every “it’s okay.”
For the ladies (and gentlemen)
We need to know how to distinguish between:
a man who flatters her
and a man who compliments her,
a man who spends money on her
and a man who invests in her,
a man who views her as property
and a man who views her properly
a man who lusts after her
and a man who loves her,
a man who believes he’s a gift to women
and a man who believes she’s a gift to him.